Wednesday, 10 January 2018

Plastic bag Stories

Plastic bags are remarkably useful things. No matter shape, size or color, plastic bags must be one of the most commonly accepted, and most heavily used items in our modern, consumeristic society.

I cannot imagine how much adjustment I'd have to make if one day plastic bags were banned from my life.

Life would suddenly become so much more vulnerable, so much more exposed to the elements.

Sure, they are a bane of waste management- we've seen those pictures of towering bagged plastic pyramids -and them being non bio-degradable, they aren't kind to our natural earth.

But whilst one or two persons can possess that level of discipline and determination to go without using a single plastic bag in their lives, it is a different matter for many of us who have gotten accustomed to living with such.

There'd be so many changes I'd have to make. How I arrange my things, how I store my stuff, how I sort them out, how I toss out my trash, how I bring stuff around, how I bring stuff to and fro, groceries, meals, clothes, purchased items etc, etc, there'd be just so much to adjust to.

I suppose the advocates would agree that it is a small change for the good of the earth.

Like how they say that it isn't too difficult to use baskets and cotton and hemp and canvas to place things in. Except that in some parts of the world, namely, mine, hemp and canvas are seen as indie, customized stuff  sold at hipster stores and which will cost me the sky, and I highly doubt any ah pek will be kind enough to let me have one of his gigantic hemp bags to cut up and re-use when he's re-using it himself.

Or how I can use just the canvas bags sold at the supermarkets (only $1!) and place my groceries in it instead of getting a plastic bag from the cashier. In a way, that does make a bit of sense, given that it is possible to place whatever I've bought into the large canvas bag and tote it around. But.... if I'm not using a plastic bag from the cashier, I'm also not supposed to use the clear ones that you tear off from a roll inside the supermarket near the fish and veggie section. How then am I going to bring that tilapia home? And my tomatoes and red peppers and apples feel so vulnerable without any protection from the harsher corners of the milk carton, the juice bottle and the egg carton!

No doubt, too, I could bring a tupperware and tiffin down to the hawker center and ask the stall owner to put my dish inside for me, but if I were buying more than one dish, or if I wanted a little bit of this and a little bit of that, how many containers would I need to bring down? Or say, if on impulse I wanted to buy chye tow kuay AND char kuay teow from the same stall but had only one container, what was I going to do? Choose between either dish? Or blame it on bad planning?

It takes much more effort and much more pre-planning to achieve a zero plastic bag lifestyle. Much, much more. It takes a conscious effort to not reach out for a plastic bag. It takes as much belief and determination to make it a lifestyle.

I haven't gotten to that level yet.

In fact, given how this stack looks like, I think I might never get there at all. -_-


Don't judge, please.

I'm not supposed to do this, I know. I'm not supposed to hoard plastic bags and keep them there for future use but instead end up using only the first few ones on top of the pile. But that's just how it is.

Or rather, how it has been.

It's not something to be proud of, either. That much I know. :)

But that is how many of us have lived our lives, even if we don't stack our plastic bags up this way. Some of us stash them by the side of the fridge. Some of us have them stuffed into baskets next to the dustbin. Some of us have them folded into squares and slotted neatly into re-used plastic (again!) containers salvaged from biscuit packs. We use them as protectors of our belongings. We use them to keep our memories. We use them to transport stuff around. Some of us don't fold the bag at all but re-use them immediately.

Multiple bags, multiple uses.

In a way, it works, using plastic bags to sort out our stuff. Somehow the clutter becomes less of a clutter when plastic bags are involved. It becomes an interesting observation, actually, to why and how a person chooses to store their stuff in this way, and perhaps, it can reveal alot of who we are. If not, at least a hint. :)

Some of us will see an abundance of plastic bags as an indication of mess, as an indicator of a mental problem. Some of us will see the abundance of plastic bags as a problem of fear, of hoarding, of keeping useless materials with us. It can be. It can indicate a problem. But at the same time, if we look beyond the mountains of accumulated crushed plastic bags, if we look beyond what looks like mess to us, perhaps we can read something deeper.

I watched a video that was circulating online the other day. Now, this video was not the most pleasant of videos. In it, an elderly lady was living in an apartment that was overrun with plastic bags and cockroaches. Honestly, the sight of all those cockroaches carpeting the floor, running all over the walls, running all over her plastic bags, running all over her shirt and her arms and running just all over everywhere was the most shocking, and repulsive (I admit) sight I'd ever seen.

But I re-watched the video a few times, and after a while, I realized that her hair was actually neatly tied up in a low ponytail, and her belongings were all in plastic bags. Maybe those weren't her own belongings but stuff that others had tossed away, but them being in her house meant that they were now hers. She hadn't taken the stuff inside the bags out. She hadn't spread them out around the house. Instead she had tied the tied bags one above the way, in such a way that they resembled a sloping hill of sorts.

And  even as I wondered how she slept and how she sat on the red chair with all the bugs running all over her, even as I wondered if someone could feel this numb and this cold that even the feel of cockroaches creeping all over her arms and body were not uncomfortable to her, even as I wondered how she ate her food in such an environment as this, and if she even ate at home, I also wondered why she tied the tied plastic bags in such a manner. I wondered why she kept the things inside the plastic bags instead of taking them out. I wondered why, if she were such a dirty, hopeless, filthy mess, minus the cockroaches crawling all over them, the neat sloping hill of plastic bags seemed to form a kind of structure in an otherwise junk universe.

And I wondered if there was something in the midst of it all that we couldn't yet see. Was the outside (the plastic bags) more significant than the inside? Was the outside the belonging, the memory? Did the sight of those bags, all so neatly and preciously tied up, hold a meaning significant to her?

I won't know.

But they must have meant something to her.

The same way that the sight of a plastic bag can be more than just another piece of plastic meant to serve a functional purpose.

Remember that little kid who cut up a plastic bag into a soccer jersey, wrote the number of Lionel Messi on it and wore it over his shirt? He got a real jersey and a visit from Messi himself. What would have happened had he not had a plastic bag? What picture would he have been able to take? What hope would there have been?

For me, every plastic bag I have is a reminder to be thankful, for it means that today, this very day, I have had enough to buy groceries from the supermarket. It means that today, this very day, I've had enough to spend at a place that gives me a plastic bag for the item I've bought. It means that I've had enough to consume, and enough to dispel.

Sometimes, it is also enough to keep as a memory.

I once saw a woman on the train. She was carrying a Yaohan plastic bag with her. A brand new, shiny one, not one that was faded and crushed and untidy. A brand new one that looked like it had just been snapped off the cashier's counter- even though Yaohan has left our shores for ages.

I once found a pretty new Carrefour plastic bag at home too.

And I smiled, thinking of how Carrefour once used to be in Suntec City Tower 3 and how I still have things from the supermarket which are still in good condition, and how valued the times at this supermarket means to me.

Monday, 8 January 2018

my Bike's name

Choosing a name for a bike is a little like choosing a name for a baby. But way, way, way less the impact, and the stress. Still, if you have a love for your bike, and you've invested in it, and you're gonna ride it around for quite a good amount of time, you're going to want to choose a good name.

Upon first sight at the shop at Kim Seng Road, the name Bumblebee popped right up in my mind and right then it seemed the best choice for her. I mean, she's a bike that is mostly black with a streak of yellow across her frame. Plus, it sounded pretty cute. I imagined a huge smiling bee.
 
But I hesitated.

Because, well, truth being, I wanted something less gender-neutral.

The name Bumblebee can spin both ways, no?

And I didn't want that.

I wanted something distinctly feminine- if only for the sake of me being girly, so for two full days whilst she sat outside the door waiting to be taken out for a ride, and whilst we got our batteries and lights and gear all in order, I mulled attentively over naming alternatives.

I considered Pooh Pooh.

I considered Sunflower.

I considered Banana even.
 
But Pooh Pooh is a character more yellow than anything else and though I studied my bike very hard, all she had was that single yellow streak with no red at all and I couldn't for the life of me quite see the smile and charm of Winnie The Pooh in her.

Sunflower sounded pretty enough but there was the problem of her nickname. Calling her Sunflower meant that her nickname would be Sunny, and we'd be back to gender neutral again. 

And of course, Banana sounded, well, plainly off... :) 
 
So there I was at my wits end and I really thought I was gonna give up and settle for Bumblebee but stubborn me didn't want to so I racked my brains some more (yes, I fuss over things like that for my bike) and out of the blue, came up the name of Daffodil, Daffy for short.

Daffodil aka Daffy
And it came together absolutely perfect.
  
I've started calling her Daffy now. I wave to her when I leave. I speak to her as I ride. I tell her that she's gotta be careful and be nice and balance properly and not fall down even though I haven't gotten a stand for her and I don't know the skill of balancing the bike against the edge of the curb like the skilled riders do. 

Honestly, I like the name.  
 
I like the way the name rolls easily off my tongue when I address her. I like the way it suits her, with her Shimano gears and disc brake and the brown seat that I carried over from Rose (my previous bike) and which is way more comfortable than the skinny black one that came attached to her. Best part, she being the Giant brand, calling her Daffy in the tone a la Cyndi Wang is definitely going to let her grow deeper into her cutesy, kawaii mountain bike charm. :)

Wednesday, 3 January 2018

on Daffy's Debut ride

I wish I had pictures of my new bike but I haven't gotten around to getting out the camera and snapping pics of her. So far I've just taken one pic of her, and that was with my phone.
 
But I will.
 
I definitely will.
 
Especially now that I'm going to be regularly writing about my weekly bike travels like a sort of documentation which I can look back and read at will and make an experience out of it.
 
We've had three rides since. One short, one medium, and one long. :)
 
We actually started with the medium ride. That was the very day we got the bike. :) See, what happened is that I'd made plans to meet a friend at Vivocity for dinner so we decided that we'd bike there from the Bike Connect shop at Kim Seng Road. 
 
Great ride, it wasn't difficult, the muscle memory felt it all, and after dinner, we took the medium length route back to the east side.
 
There're lots of things that seem the same and in a way they are the same, but they're also different. Like how the road coming out from Vivocity towards Mt. Faber is now wider than it used to be. Where it used to be just one lane, now it is two. Then there seem to be more exits from Nicoll Highway than the last I remembered, or maybe I hadn't gone on the Highway towards Mountbatten side for so long.

We went on a short ride the day after, a very quick one, because I wanted to test out my regular grey walking shoes  with floppy pants and my co rider decided to test out the lights.

The long ride was another day still.. :)

And a great one it was, being rained on and all.

Tuesday, 2 January 2018

Strolling Sights: Joo Chiat

What do you do when you're supposed to be out celebrating but you're occupied with work and so you can't really get into the mood of partying and chomping on good food yet you still wanna go out and DO something?
 
You go for a walk.
 
And you bring a camera along to take pictures.
 
I happened to be in this neighborhood this sweltering hot Saturday afternoon. Okay, technically I happened to be in this neighborhood, but I also wanted to go about and explore the rest of this place beyond the frequent hangouts. :)
 
After all I'd been thinking about it for a while..
 
This neighborhood is indeed very charming. After going round for three hours, I finally understood what the old-timers in this area meant when they said they loved this place, that they had been staying here for forty years, some even during their grandparents' time, and if possible, they would never, never move.
 
One thing though. I'd always assumed that the charm lay only in the Koon Seng Road area. Uh uh. There's the charm with the brightly painted houses, yes, but the charm goes beyond that. It's in Joo Chiat Terrace. It's in the lanes. It's in the shop houses that line the main road and the shop houses that line the roads from Still all the way to Onan. The magic of the neighborhood, the space of the living, it lies beyond Joo Chiat Road, and beyond whatever we often find in the touristy guide books.
 
I found it in the roads where cars seldom pass. I found it amongst the residential enclaves and the quiet shop houses with their dustbins neatly laid out in front. I found it in the ferns and the palms. I found it in the quaint walk up apartments with their wide balconies and huge yards and the present-day low-level condominiums.
 
And I even found the magic in the back alleys and the drains.
 
Tembeling
 
 
Silent and Quaint

Structured Shop Houses

There's a Magic!


A Charm hard to Describe

Junctions: Very Significant.


A Walk Up Apartment
 
I can See the Kampong

I can Also see the Kampong

A Quiet Lane


 

It's very 60s.

The Kampong Never Leaves!


tuk tuk Cha tom yum Noodle

It's raining again. :D
 
It rained all through New Year's Eve and New Year's Day and now it is raining again. I love it. I've got my jacket (with hood!) and I'm feeling all warm and toasty and snuggly and, well, sleepy.. :)

What would help me right now is a nice cup of coffee. A nice big cup of coffee that warms the hands and the throat and gives me that caffeine kick, however small, and somehow manages to keep the brain chugging along comfortably.

What would also help, is this.

Spicy!!
A bowl of boat noodles in tom yum soup from the likes from Tuk Tuk Cha.

We had this the time I tried the toast cubes, and only so because it was dinner time and my dining companion decided that we were not going to go off with only a couple of bread boxes in our stomach when there were perfectly good options for proper meals sitting right there on the menu. So we ordered two mini bowls of noodles.

This bowl of seafood tom yum soup was mine.
;
With slurpy rice bee hoon, mushrooms, little fish slices, a prawn or two and sotong swimming about in what must be the reddest, spiciest broth I've ever tasted.

I mean it.

Now, all of us have different thresholds of spiciness, don't we? Let's just say that out of a scale of 1-5, I'm between 1.5 to 2. That's hovering somewhere between non spicy and very mildly spicy. This bowl, I'd estimate, would come between the levels of 2.5-3.

That's high for me.

It is not every day that I have a broth which fills my mouth with heat, warms me from the neck down and makes me feel like each spoonful is working my insides from my throat all the way down to my stomach.

But that's really how this teeny weeny bowl of soup is like. Don't underestimate it. It's not a bowl for kids. It's not a friendly bowl for children below the age of 12 who have never sampled a spicy dish or taken mala hotpot before. It is not a bowl, despite its size, that It packs a punch, as they say, and a good, solid punch at that.

Let's just say that plenty of body heat got dispelled thereafter. :)

debut Ride in Rain

I should say it was our debut long ride.
 
Last week's ride was our first long ride since we took a hiatus two and a half years ago.
 
Muscle memory is a wonderful thing. I hopped on, and somehow, even though I'm riding a Giant now instead of a Trek, my legs and arms shifted comfortably into position and they literally started moving on their own, picking up right from where I'd left off two years ago.
 
There's another thing that hasn't changed.

The way your muscles burn after you've ridden for a long while. Thank goodness I hadn't lost it all so didn't feel s*** until 3/4 into the ride. :)
 
We started easily from East Coast, headed for a now-not-so-yummy dinner at a dim sum place along Aljunied, then along Geylang Road, up Jalan Besar, Rochor Road along Sim Lim Square and onto the road that connects to Newton Circle and up Dunearn Road.

In these two years the road there has considerably widened, it has been re laid, there is better landscaping, and the bus stops are way more visible now than they used to be.

All thanks to the Downtown Line. :)

We headed northwards from there, going up Woodlands Road, or is it Bukit Timah Road, past Bukit Timah Hill... the entire stretch, past Dairy Farm Road, Rail Mall, the Hillview area, then more road in the middle of nowhere, past Gombak Drive and Hillion and Junction 10.

Here we took a breather.

A much needed one for me. :)

Were there that many hills the last time? I don't suppose  they could have added a hill or two for the sake of convenience, but for a while I thought this part of the route seemed a bit more challenging than I remember it to be. It might have been a stamina thing. Or it might be that there was this transfer of power thing which I don't quite understand but has something to do with how comfortable your ride experience is.


I assumed we were going back reverse on the same route but the Co Rider decided that it would be great to push forward to Jurong East and then take the West Coast Highway  back east from there.

Great idea.

Great, great idea. >__<

First of all, more slopes... because Bukit Batok is not called a Bukit (hill) for nothing. We went via Bukit Batok West Ave 7, cut across into Bukit Batok West Ave 4, turned into Bukit Batok West Ave 2 and then up the flyover to Jurong East.

It wasn't too difficult getting to West Coast Highway from there.

By right, it would have been a pretty straightforward journey back, no?

And it was, except for two things.

One, my poor back, my poor thighs, and my poor butt, which by now felt like they were burning so bad I thought my back ache was gonna kill me, and Two, the rain.

Not just a drizzle, not even large water droplets, but serious sheets of rain that started to pour down when we were along that curve of road near Science Park II, so much so that we had to pause at the bus stop outside Haw Par Villa. 

It felt surreal, standing there with the lightning on one side and the quiet dark of the theme park on the other. How long we waited there I don't quite know- I didn't check the time- but I know I stood there staring up at the carvings and the walls for quite a while, listening to the patter of the rain, wondering how eerie the theme park would be on a rainy, cold night as this.

We continued on when there was a gap, heading down Pasir Panjang Road past Vivocity, carefully dodging the waterfalls from the viaduct above our heads until somewhere along Customs House where the rains suddenly increased and we had to make a stop near the Fuji Xerox once again. >__< >__<

Honestly, I'm rather impatient when it comes to these things. 

See, the very reason why I have the parka from Uniqlo for $30 was because I didn't want to waste time standing under a shelter through a drizzle that I can easily ride through. Sure, it's not as effective a parka would be compared to some of the thicker ones, but Uniqlo never said it was a rain parka and anyway, it is light, rollable, easy to zip up, easy to hook the hood, easy to bring around in my backpack and it certainly keeps me warm in the headwinds and stops the distraction of raindrops falling onto my head and my eyelashes.

But I couldn't ride in the heavy rain. Why? Because I was using a new power bank to power up my front light and apparently, that power bank had been made splash proof but not water proof. -_- :)

I guess I shouldn't complain. After all, having a front light on power is better than having no light at all, and anyway, we didn't pause after that anymore. Made it a straight route all the way back to home base at East Coast, despite the rains getting heavier again when we were at Sims Way, soaked, sweaty, burning back and all.


Monday, 1 January 2018

Blessed New Year.. to me!

Well, it certainly does feel like winter this morning, or a winter as wintry as this island can be. The skies are grey, the winds are cool and there's a general sense of silence all around. :)




Some say it is a bad thing.

I say otherwise.

Unusual, maybe, but not a bad thing, and definitely not a curse. I'm not talking about  us having temperatures like that of countries that do have winter. I'm just talking about what is, what can be, and what used to be on this island. We had sunny days, yes, but we had more days of winds blowing all around so much so that the northeast winds ran from November to April and the southwest winds from April to November.

I could go on and on about my obsession with weather but that would be a whole story altogether. :)

I'd simply say that such weather does make one more disciplined to start the day, that's for sure, but hey, that's how it is.

Truth is, I like it. I like autumn and winter and though there's such a thing as winter blues, frankly, such blues happen everywhere, even on sunny tropical islands. Having warmth and sun does not make one immune from the emotional wretches of life. 

So, given that there has been rain, lots and lots of rain in the past couple of days and even this morning, I see this as a year forthcoming of great and good things, of comfortable journeys, of peaceful interactions, of effective collaborations, of projects big and small that see the light of day (and bring the moolah in).

I see this as a year forthcoming of good health for those whom I care about, of joy inside and out, of happy days and safety and general good condition of everything that I own.




And I see this as a year of happy foods, of bike rides, of celebrations, of Korean dramas, of good music, of travel *wink*, of quieter moments, of staycations *wink*, and of sleep. Lots and lots of sleep. :)