Hardly is it, I tell you, that I get writers' block whilst trying to write something about a housing estate.
Yet here I am, on this day, with two deleted posts, now trying to make a third attempt to write a new one whilst nursing a brain fog that for such and such a topic I have never, not once, had before.
Truth be told, I have no idea how this post should go on.
How do I begin?
What do I start writing about?
Should I begin with the gorgeous, and surprising view from the upper floors of the block?
Should I begin with the void deck and the community space on the ground floor of the block?
What do I do?
Maybe in recent days I haven't dropped into as many blocks as I should, but, really, what can be so hard?
Basics of basics, this is a housing block on a street called Lorong 6 in a mature residential town of Singapore called Toa Payoh.
For those who don't know Toa Payoh, well, she's a residential estate in the Northern part of the Central region of the country.
What makes this estate significant is that she holds the title of being Singapore's second oldest satellite town, and Singapore's first to be built under the (then) (newly set up) Housing and Development Board.
Not just that, she also holds the title of being an estate visited by dignitaries, important Persons of State, and Royalty.
Queen Elizabeth II visited Toa Payoh twice- once in 1972, once again in 2006.
So this is a block along Toa Payoh Lorong 6.
What makes this block so unique?
I don't know.
But that don't mean she's cookie cutter.
That also don't mean that there's nothing special about her.
Nope, every block in every housing estate is unique.
Not merely because of their aesthetics or the color of their external walls, but because of the life, the living, and the stories they hold inside.
When it comes to HDB flats, there's so much to be told.
Whether it be behind each door, whether it be at the void decks or the community spaces or the shops, or even, along the corridors.
It doesn't matter whether it be a clean, empty corridor devoid of belongings, or if it be a corridor with shoes and umbrellas and shelves and small cupboards or other paraphernalia, it's a story.
There're some corridors that have lots and lots of stuff all tossed and turned in such a way that you know they've been used not too long before.
However there're also some corridors that have lots and lots of stuff neatly stacked, neatly placed, and you won't know if the owner has just used them, or used them some time before.
I was, admittedly a little intrigued by the corridors I had the opportunity to see on this afternoon.
I had thought, like many other a HDB, that there would be semblances of living here and there along the corridors.
But no, some corridors here were almost empty, even, clean.
I was a little surprised.
But once I got past that, I loved how the late afternoon shadows fell so symmetrically on the concrete floor of the block, I loved how the light, filtered through the leaves of the trees, lighting up the neat, sturdy-looking corridor with its bright, calming glow, and I loved how personal, how intimate it made the corridor feel.
For once it didn't feel like the concrete of the corridor was glaring at me.
The corridors of this block offered me a variety of views.
If the view outside this particular floor had been gently filtered by the presence of trees right outside the walled concrete, other corridors gave me contrasting, even polarizing views.
So disparate were they that you wouldn't think they were of the same block facing the same side.
No (publicly planted) trees there to block out the light and filter the view out the corridor parapet here.
No horticulture (municipal) plants too, to double up as a natural barrier between the light outside, the light inside, or enhance the scenery with a tinge of green.
From the highest floors one looked out across the road of Lorong 6 into the blocks- and hawker center- of Lorong 7, more blocks on the other side of Lorong 7, then those of Lorong 8 behind, with a glimpse of Lorong Chuan and maybe even the tiniest sight of Serangoon estate in the distance beyond.
Such height also meant you got a glimpse of the schools, including Pei Chun Public School and Madrasah Al-Arabiah Al Islamiah side by side.
The view of them blocks on Lorong 7 and 8 were the northeast side.
But there was the northwest side too, where the closest, nearest landmark was that of the nursing home with its logo gazing across at you. It wasn't very overwhelming, I'd say, because there were also view of the blocks close by, and, if I'm not wrong, slightly further, those of Lorong 4.
If from the highest floors the corridor view was unblocked, the view on the lower floors was specially, deliberately, beautifully filtered.
Not with chunky metal add-ons that sometimes detract rather than enhance, but with plants- all of which made me think a little of camouflage.
At first glance one might wonder if it were a bit messy, but then the sunlight broke through, and all of a sudden I saw the shadows on the tiled floor, and I felt the immersion in a sort of garden suspended nine storeys in the air where the flowers glowed and the leaves shone.
It weren't just the plants that caught my eye.
It were how aesthetically they had all been arranged.
Someone had placed very careful thought into this garden.
And the same someone had also put plenty of effort into making sure the plants were all prettily pruned and taken care of.
I don't think I'd ever seen such a gorgeous garden on a staircase landing before.
In any case, this block here at Toa Payoh might seem non-descript like any other block in any other random housing estate, but she does have features that make her distinctly her own.
Like the lift landing.
Which, I have to say, was one of the largest lift landings I had ever seen.
It would have been lovely had I been able to take more pictures but there seemed to be a lot of people going up and down the lift that afternoon and I didn't want to get seen with Chonkycam in hand.
Not so good lar.
So all I have are these.
It's not obvious, but you can tell that these aren't the smallest lift landings at HDB blocks in the country.
So large are they that I think they're literally gathering points for the residents on those floors.
As in, you can almost see a child's birthday party taking place, balloons, all, or even a catering set-up being arranged there. There's more than enough space for all them trays of food, plus the drinks corner, plus the dessert corner, plus the random tables and stools and chairs. There's enough space even for games.
Yes, I might be overstepping here but hey, who knows, maybe at one time that's what this landing might have intended to be.
Sometimes it makes one wonder what the 'hood was like back when this block was still new, when the water tank with its signature design was still new.
Was it the same as it were today?
Seeing the block right now, it is a little hard to tell, and I don't want to read too much either.
What's important is what's there right now, who's there right now, and how important the home means to them.
This afternoon I didn't wander very much around the entire block- I decided not to- so went back down to the ground floor where there is a sheltered walkway, a very well paved outdoor path, and a sort of small community garden with pots and plants that I know not what, but was being taken care of by an elderly man who was diligently watering them with a watering can.